Why can't I have perfect skin? Rawr! After all the money and hours spent on the face. And I religiously apply everything I could everyday. I think I deserve it. But not given.

I squeezed a pimple that has been on my cheek for more than a week and it was so bad that it left a big scar! And when my bob reached my place that day, I told him I had disfigured myself earlier. And he said it's just a black dot on your face and you're still pretty to me. AWWWW...

I honestly look like fug without makeup. I didn't photoshop my skin, I can say I'm quite good with concealing my face with makeup. I only photoshop my fat and hammie face, which is slimming down with age. But he had seen me without makeup since the beginning. So he really really really love me for who I am inside out. AWWWW AGAIN...

He is the best thing that ever happened to me. Maybe I should stop complaining because I have the best companion and I'm whining about some superficial stuff. But I can't be too ugly. Wait he don't want me how?

If you can only choose one, would you rather be beautiful outside ugly inside or the other way round?


My precious is going on business trip today and I'm missing him so much already. And I'll be away when he's back... :(